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| Yes, it's summer. It's pretty good so far. I love not having school to worry about.
I think my goal for the summer is to widen my vocabulary. For some reason, I'm itching to learn and memorize things before I go back to school. Maybe it'll help me a lot more when I go back.
I'm not exactly looking forward to going back to school, but I suppose it will be okay. Actually, I'm sort of a nervous wreck about it. I have tons of anxiety about school -.-
The weather has been perfect lately, thank goodness. Indiana's weather is bipolar, no joke. One day it will be perfect and sunny, the next day there's like a thunder storm or something xD Some days I can't even go outside because it's way too hot out for me. But we've been keeping the windows open in the house because there's been a decent breeze outside, so it feels pretty good.
I can't believe I'll be 17 next month. I can't get my mind wrapped around it. The other day I was thinking about how I had always wanted to grow up so fast and be a teenager when I was a wee little kid, and now I'm dying to be five years old again. Kinda funny, eh? I hope my little nephew won't grow up too fast. He will be two in September, and I can't even believe that. He's my little star(:
Bye for now~ <3 | | |
| Well, I've returned from the hospital. I've been home for about a week now.
It feels good to be back home. I really started to miss it after being in the hospital for a week. I missed my animals, cats, my little nephew, my sister, brother in law, the rest of my family, and of course, my very few friends. I was so happy that my boyfriend got to come visit me a couple of times. I missed him so muchies.
Little Porty (my Mediport thing in my chest) is doing fantastic. It's no longer sore, thank goodness. Now I can complete my breathing and vest treatments without a problem. I still haven't attempted running since the last time I did, which was about a week ago, killed my chest. Ugh, the pain was ridiculous.
My port was connected to my IV pole soon after the surgery. This was a few days after I recovered(:
This port is really badass. I'm so glad I chose it. It'll make my hospital stays a little better, so I don't have to get poked like 20 billion times -.-
Hopefully I won't be back anytime soon. Gotta keep my Cystic Fibrosis in check :D | | |
| I'm back in the hospital!
My lung functions are pretty low at the moment. So I'm not really sure how long I'll be staying. I really hope that it's not going to be two weeks. Or ten days. I just want to hurry up and get better so I can run around out at the park again with my friend from England(:
I really hope that my boyfriend can come see me this time too. The hospital I'm staying at is about an hour away from home, so it makes it kind of hard for people to come see me. My papa might visit me since he's working in town today.
Well, I'm going to go back to taking care of my tumblr.
Ciao, guys!
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| It's funny how I don't really do much in life, because I'm such an incredibly boring person, that I never get on here.
I'm actually usually on tumblr, because I can express my mind in pictures and things that I could never say.
If you would like to take a look; go to http://ragingimpulses.tumblr.com/
There has been things going on in my life to where I just don't have the motivation to keep up on my blog. I haven't even had the motivation to bother editing a vlog for my youtube account.
I still am homeschooled though. I haven't been in the hospital for about a month or two, so that's pretty epic if you ask me.
Well, my Sims 3 update is complete, so I'm just gonna jump off of here.
Toodle loo, everyone<3 | | |
| Hello, hello.
Events have happened in the past months, but I can't exactly remember them.
Except for a lot of fighting with my boyfriend. Over stupid things.
His ex girlfriend. Lol. And other things of course.
I'm home schooled now due to the fact that I keep getting sick and far behind in school. The school gave me extra time to finish my finals, so I have math on monday and then bio on friday. Woooot.
Going to school, do I miss it?
No. Well.. sometimes I do. I mostly just miss the passing periods and seeing the idiots I go to school with. It's cool because I don't have friends. I mean, I sorta do, but we never hang out. The only person that tends to text me on a regular basis is my boyfriend. Lately, I've been missing 7th and 8th grade. Just bits and pieces of it.. and the people. I thought we were going to be tight throughout high school. I'm such an idiot(:
I no longer trust people. Thanks to someone very close to me.
There's a million thoughts going through my head and they all don't make sense. I should probably let my psychologist know that I don't think the pills I'm on for my crazy head are working. Meh.
In my spare time, when I'm not bothering my boyfriend, I read. So much. And play video games.
And zone out on Netflix and Hulu. I avoid eating as much as possible. I hate food so much. I only want really cold things like ice cream and stuff. Stuff that I don't have to chew or anything. It's weird.
I'm going to go back to reading/Tumblr/watching 90210.
<3bai | | |
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Hi I'm Leah. I have major depression and anxiety issues. I adore my boyfriend to pieces. My little nephew is my shining star. I was born in July. I find girls really adorable and want to kiss most of them. Oh, and I like cats. Along with Lolita fashion, anime, manga, books, sleeping, and dreaming.
